Perfectionism
So, I was thinking of this for a while. Reaching perfectionism, is there anything like that around! yeah, i guess its a word in everyone's mouth. How to seek Perfection, is what we read, see and hear from everyone, even media. And its quite hectic and domineering, cause it keeps us on the edge, and self evaluating. I guess at a certain age i was seeking that, cause i though it was so self-accomplished, and reaching satisfaction! And I havent been wrong, right in the beginning i was feeling so energetic and self-righteous defending my own values on that. And i was so taken by the fact of competing to be one, and reaching the top and maintaining that. But I guess i wasnt that right when i reached midway the game, i felt very much tired. I was like competing with my own demons, my only job is to measure and ask myself million questions before reaching an end . And I was falling into self-pitty whenever i wanted a solution, maybe an end, or even an evaluation. It took me ages to...