Secretcorner81

We all fall in this trap, whether we want that or not. It happens out of the blue, sometimes planned, and sometimes not! We are all pre-destined to feel the bittersweet of such feeling. And it takes a whole while of diving and discovering your true escene, and yet, we come out of this either defeated or soared. The heavy emotions, feelings take us out on a wild ride, and not everyone is pretty much lucky to entertain that with free wings. Alot of us, keep their wings intact to their sanity, fearing the loss of something in them. And many more, just open their arms free and embrace that, heavnily. Sometimes, Love stirr great emotions, and deep fulfillement. The truth about your emotions is that it only happens  with True Love! The true about that, is that takes you on a magic ride, unleash all your defenses, scatter all your walls around, and keeps you defenceless. Pretty much naked to all the hurts and wounds, with a welcome message" I am ready to be heartbroken". Cause...

so what is a memory? its a compilation on a timeline accompanied with events either sweet or bitter, and mostly longed to. We always long for yesterday, for the past, for youth, for childhood, for our first love, first kiss, maybe first merit. Always enclosed inside a music box, we cripple things up, we clutter the memory with so many information, treasure them with details, maybe faces, mostly lovely ones! I stand there, where the memory takes me, I know I am in denial, cause i refuse to surender, i stand on bay mostly, envisioned by tomorrow .. i seek a refugee! and i wonder with my mind always will my heart find a sweet memory again! We are always battered by life, struggling to fight a stand, a place, a heart to enclose us deep, for a true person to love us with all their heart, for someone to share the rest of our lives, we are always seeking an immortal stay, even with love.. looking for eternity, when life never promises one! I seldom seek reality, cause it...

I wonder sometimes of me, cause i tend to fall into circles of thoughts and dilemma of  the unknown. We are always overthinking, negatively cursed into imagining the worst case scenario instead of enjoying our best moments.. We overtly imposed over judgment of what is best, because we are always busy comparing ourselves with others, and if we fail to match we put our labels as dommed. Thats how it is for us, therefore, we are always moody, maybe sad and in alot of cases unhappy Realistically, we ether live in the past because we treasure it or in the future because we are " waiting". We impose critics, sometimes discourage ourselves and fall into pitty compromises of our beings We are not whole, nor impeccbally perfect, we are human, and we carry brain for us to think and to live accordingly. We are human beings, with souls, and emotions to care for. We are not robots, nor machines, fully equipped to lavish extendigly. But i figured out one thing, we have never ...

We all have dreams of love. Some are more realistic than the others. But there is this faith of believing that TRUE love is existing! This keeps me thinking, not for now but eversince. Its funny, that i was enjoying this rich imagination ever since i was 8 or maybe 7 years old. I was so much in love with the concept of ethereal love, pictured that even when i was playing with my barbies.. We all need to capitalize some realistic ideas and hopes into our love. Love can not survive by itself ,  you need more dose of patience, comproimse,understanding,respect, value and many more for love to grow and survive..! Have you all had a dream, you get old with your lover, sharing your cup of tea before your worries.. knowing that your other half is accepting you even when you are not that perfect or appealing.. Now, dont ask me about myself, i ve been imagining that true love is EXISTING ever since, and believe this or not, i ve got my ideals knocked down by people comment...