One day I will Know

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I sat there, so many moons ago, I think I was there, I was breathing so deeply, feeling every bit of it...I dont remember exactly what I was feeling then! but I recalled one thing, one simple thing that I kept searching the world for!




Maybe, it was a dream, or maybe not. But I knew I was trying so much- so much that my soul became so tried and in pain. I knew that, what i hoped for will make me ill- ill to death- and no one then will make me whole- except me!

And this day will be on the day I decide to let go of all my burdens!!!


 

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