Sealed with Love ~*

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I think I have loved when my heart grew bigger, or maybe not. For me love was not measured by age, I started that 7 years ago. At then, I had dream bubbles, life was colored in pink all the time. Love was free, love was pure, love was all I have seeked at my days. But I have loved, and never shared it until now. Maybe, for me it was not love, it was a pure fantasy of love. The things I have seen in Cinderlla,sleeping beauty and Aladdin.

Or maye so, I have dreamet.Cause at that time, i was free floating with my bubbles, it was then when I realised that real life is a total drift! It was then when I realised  it was my only sin!!

And I have dreamet, and I have conveyed my truth that love is the only way. I got so many people bursting my bubbles, discoloring my fantasies., destroying all the trend ~

I was dicouraged so many times, or I felt the opposite, to feel the abundance in my search and beliefs!

And I floated, and I convicted that "one day I will,one day I will" or maybe not?!

There is nothing more painful then battling doubts, battling your own demons, or the thoughts that you are not loved!

If love is only to seek, then be love. If love is only to gain, then be love.If love is only to pay, then be love. No matter what, I 'll be that!

But then listen, you cant be love everytime, or if it was not reciprocated. You cant give so much, and never get in return, cause that is not love, thats abuse!!

And I underline abuse so many times, make it bold, highlight it with glare, and I shout out loud, for people to listen!! Love is not abuse, love is not pain, love is not demonising the other. Love is not dark. Remember wisely, when all this happen, remember to wakeup, remember to run, remember to save yourself.. cause simply this was not love!


Remember to know, that love is justice, warmth, and respecting before sharing an intimate kiss. Remember to differentiate that love will save your tears, will keep you safe, will make you hopeful, not filled with chaos! Cause love is not mayhem!!

Remember to value yourself, before others!


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