Unfound

I think I left a piece of me somewhere, I cant recall where, when and how. I think I left my soul away from here, away from this land, all i feel is a constant discharge, a hurt of some sort.

I go back in the memory lane, where my friends were so close, where the sun used to be my guide, I think i found no one now, all i see a casting shadow on my mirror every day.. an anguish scream falling from my eyes..

I remember when everything was so easy and true, i guess i left my life there, drove to a place where there is no come back.. i see them running in front of me, and I am there, stranded in misery, I tend to scream, but I cant, something is holding my lines, I tend to run, and i cant .. something is holding me in place, I look up my window every night before I fall to sleep, I draw another shadow  infront of my pillow, someone there to tell me, who is me?

I cant hear, anymore, my head is screaming at the top of nowhere, i hear no one, and no one can undestands me, I smell blood.. i smell pain.. !!

Today, i left a pen on the first line, decided to write something out of nothing, i am swimining in nowhere, got my boat sailing to nowhere, and the sky never promised anyone, anything!

I look from the corner of my eyes, the street is crowded with so many people.. I am a dot in this busy knot, I belong to no one... no where.. not even to my own thoughts...


Courtsey to my confusing scribbles, they speak nothing but always means everything