"Bags of memories"
Weird how things pile up inside us that we sometimes forget how to tidy all the cripple. I never knew how things will end up, or where I will find myself, just when you take life forgranted. Maybe I was so immersed inside myself , that I couldnt believe something other than the normal could happen!
I guess, I was looking deep into nowhere, so deep that whatever passes my eyes was not worth any attention..!
I woke up one night when everything have settled down, not even for the whispering birds extending there wings, anymore. That night it was pitch dark, I guess I was too late, even when you repent, you cant just get it back!
Inside that box of where all the faces lay inside, I collected a bunch of trails, guess the stories were stitched with dust, once you blow them they vanish into air. Or maybe the dolls I ve never took care of, they sat for years in one place, eyes were starring up the ceiling, maybe in hope for a future, but there was none. For those little buttons I promised I will stitch into a decorative pillow, they found no place into that scenario anymore....
Whatever we wish for , even in secret comes alive, for whatever you try to hide or beautify, reality comes out with the baring truth. For whatever weapons you 'll hold or dare to hold you will fail, cause you will only battle your demons. Guess at that point you have to understand how to clear up your channels and work with universe again, with a positive vibe.
What was a prison to me, became a home. Changing a perspective makes you deal with things, differently. Retaining composure and calmness makes you mend the broken leaks in between, and instead of loosing you win many hearts. Basically at this point, you need to mediate your energy, to discover the deep issues that bother you!
We all have issues- maybe deep issues that we suppress. Intertangling all that takes you into another journey of self discovery- unless we have knowledge we would never reach our destination, safely. We all know we are "our best enemies", we all know ourselves, and sometimes we manage to hide from many. Discovering your own truth and dealing with your garbage- save you time in this long journey~
Learn to build something from that energy, and let go of everything or anything that made you small, indifferent or even odd. Build yourself up, even when nothing motivates you to do so. You are the only person who can lift or bring yourself down
I stood infront of the door, carrying the bags with my two hands, watched every single details, rewinding back so many things , all collapsed, all vanished just like dust!
"Where do I go from here, even when I decide which route I will take? I asked myself, cluelessly!?
All of your decisions have purpose, for you to learn, and for you to grasp reality from a different angle, and with little sprinkle of painful memories, we find ourselves wiser or even stronger to battle life again, just like warriors!
P.S: Smile even when pain fills your heart!
I guess, I was looking deep into nowhere, so deep that whatever passes my eyes was not worth any attention..!
I woke up one night when everything have settled down, not even for the whispering birds extending there wings, anymore. That night it was pitch dark, I guess I was too late, even when you repent, you cant just get it back!
Inside that box of where all the faces lay inside, I collected a bunch of trails, guess the stories were stitched with dust, once you blow them they vanish into air. Or maybe the dolls I ve never took care of, they sat for years in one place, eyes were starring up the ceiling, maybe in hope for a future, but there was none. For those little buttons I promised I will stitch into a decorative pillow, they found no place into that scenario anymore....
Whatever we wish for , even in secret comes alive, for whatever you try to hide or beautify, reality comes out with the baring truth. For whatever weapons you 'll hold or dare to hold you will fail, cause you will only battle your demons. Guess at that point you have to understand how to clear up your channels and work with universe again, with a positive vibe.
What was a prison to me, became a home. Changing a perspective makes you deal with things, differently. Retaining composure and calmness makes you mend the broken leaks in between, and instead of loosing you win many hearts. Basically at this point, you need to mediate your energy, to discover the deep issues that bother you!
We all have issues- maybe deep issues that we suppress. Intertangling all that takes you into another journey of self discovery- unless we have knowledge we would never reach our destination, safely. We all know we are "our best enemies", we all know ourselves, and sometimes we manage to hide from many. Discovering your own truth and dealing with your garbage- save you time in this long journey~
Learn to build something from that energy, and let go of everything or anything that made you small, indifferent or even odd. Build yourself up, even when nothing motivates you to do so. You are the only person who can lift or bring yourself down
I stood infront of the door, carrying the bags with my two hands, watched every single details, rewinding back so many things , all collapsed, all vanished just like dust!
"Where do I go from here, even when I decide which route I will take? I asked myself, cluelessly!?
All of your decisions have purpose, for you to learn, and for you to grasp reality from a different angle, and with little sprinkle of painful memories, we find ourselves wiser or even stronger to battle life again, just like warriors!
P.S: Smile even when pain fills your heart!
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