Oh Maria ~

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We all seem to crave things, and yet we fail to claim. However, how destiny fondle with our dreams, we tend to loose the spirit. At the beginning, the dream is so enthused with ardor that with time the shine faze out into a brittle reality.

As we age, our dreams adjust painfully into the given circumstances. This is how we come face to face with life. Every chance is briddled with a little bit of everything. Many do consider the consequences of  every chance and the lesson behind every pain.

" Maria- wasnt sure of her decision- but knew that life is all about risk and chances" Saying yes is one of the most important thing- and yet she had her other leg into abyss"

Alone- away and strikingly thwarted, she had to face all by herself. It wasnt at all fancy, beautiful or even colorful.

Every new step, she learned another side of a story. Happy was it sad- she gathered pieces- say alot of these pieces to fix another face she never knew would exist ~

Maria wasnt bad at all- she was just so consumed inside her own mind. The past is still nagging- calling her always. Many times, she managed to throw herself into life, with no repent. She wasnt a sinner- and yet she found herself thrown into risk and troubles. She loved the pain intertwined within every hidden line. 





"Maria, breath again into your life- you are the only one- who can cure all wounds. Heal all the sorrow- learn again to accept. learn to be humble- learn to be so mellow- mend all your hard pieces and ride again with the wind. Maria, life is a mystery learn to loose all your hard edges- bend your head,  when the storm passes by. Maria, life is a beginning and an end, let the middle be a beautiful part to remember. Maria ,life will never endure- be it today or maybe tomorrow- learn to be kind with yourself, before the other. Maria, you can lie to everyone- except yourself.. its always good to be true. Maria, learn to be you- when everything around looks alike. Be different, Be beautiful, be humble, be mellow and at the very best be lovely"!





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